I am on the way of my life. I am trying to walk as fast as possible. On the way there are many obstacles. It is very difficult to cross those unwanted thing in life. I fall many time on the way. It was really bitter truth and unbelievable. I heard and read about many people's success story. I inspire much and again start to walk. I see words in the air but can't write on paper. This is the main problem and difficult for me.
I have tried many time to write my feelings on word . It was difficult for me. I asked many people how can I write or express my feelings on words but I found many tips with useless. I felt sometimes tips or advice are not effective in life. I searched on Google to make my writing good and perfect but it was also not effective for me. My feelings are rolling in my mind. My mind is full of thoughts and All day and night trying to come out but I could not give them to way through words. I read,listen try to be refresh. I know it is not process of my progress . Sometimes I feel much lazy due to that also my writing is slow and imperfect. I know there is no any medicine to make me awake for writing. Since long time ago i am writing and writing but still it is same. I can not see any progress in my writing. This the fact of my writing. Feelings are unstoppable. It flows like a river continuously. Sometimes I ask myself why am I trying to write or writing? My progress is zero but I hope one day absolutely I will be a good writer. I can write all my feelings in words. People will read it couriosly. All my writing will be informative and useful. I am waiting that beautiful day.
Now I have decided that to read more and find out good writer. How the writers are spending there time and what are they reading? I want to copy their writing techniques and take advice. I knew that good books are not only book those are the lifetime partner and guidance. I know many popular writer and their bestselling book. I think those may be the source and inspire for my writing. My every steps lead me to reach my destination. I will stop to waste my time for unwanted and nonsense work. I decided that now to start of my new journey. I have enough time to think and practice. Really sometimes very sweet feelings comes in my mind. Those word hits my mind and head . I spend much time doing nothing. It is my very bad and mistakes. I imagine a long but don't write any single words. This is my first and main mistake.
I know that decision takes me to destination. I will enjoy in writing lifetime. It is my full and final aim. I want share all my thoughts and feelings with you all. I am sure and continuously write. That’s all for today.